{"id":76430,"created_at":"2019-06-22 07:59:10","updated_at":"2021-04-21 10:09:33","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-06-22 07:59:10","original_id":null,"artist_id":47231,"title":"Depression","slug":"depression-5","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Escalate Marsh - Depression (Feat.Uju]\r\n\r\n[Verse 1]\r\nLife it ain't easy as I thought it will be.\r\nAs I'm learning from my sorrows I been stung with a bee.\r\nNow I'm dying and I wonder how the future will be.\r\nNobody knows.\r\nCause I'm crying when nobody's with me.\r\nAppreciating all the problems that are breaking me apart.\r\nMy life is looking real but I will fake it when I smile because I'm dying deep inside the continuity is on.\r\nThe reason why I'm dragging all my burdens in my songs I need help cause I fell before I was to write a song.\r\nYou see I'm never strong enough, I'm never standing tall like how I did in the beginning when him Jesus was to call.\r\nI was dancing with a devil so he told me to ignore for now im having my remorse as if I live inside a bomb.\r\nDuring an explosion I will have to pray to God because I'm wanting to be safe, I pray we make a perfect bond.\r\nFor those who looking down on me I'm looking up to God\r\n\r\n[Hook 1]\r\n(Now we know)\r\nNow we know, now we know that depression is real\r\nAnd we wonder how its going to be, now we know.\r\nNow we know that depression is real.\r\nAnd we wonder how its going to be.\r\n\r\nI'm living for my mom.\r\nLiving for the creatures knowing that for me they killing.\r\n\r\nI'm living for my mom.\r\nI'm living for my siblings.\r\nLiving for the creatures knowing that for me they killing.\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\nI was told to be responsible of every move I make.\r\nAnd I make it to be possible and build it in my brain.\r\nCause I'm thinking of my family and how Im being great and how these people will believe in everything I will say.\r\nSince I'm making music i am real I'll never lose it, I was told I am the future, on a daily I'm improving.\r\nPeople talking bad about me on my back I love it, I won't live for long with older thoughts i have to go renew them.\r\nStabbers always yapping how they wishing I will do them? When I had to do myself again I went around to doom them, now a genius be a fool.\r\nCause a dummy wanna fool them they dont listen to the truth because the truth is going to school them at the end the will be cool they never going to fall back.\r\nFor now you know that.\r\nThey living life so special and you know they ain't damned, even though they feel like dying we all know they ain't dead, I let them know they ain't bad.\r\n\r\n[Hook 2]\r\n(Now we know)\r\nNow we know, now we know that depression is real\r\nAnd we wonder how its going to be, now we know.\r\nNow we know that depression is real.\r\nAnd we wonder how its going to be.\r\n\r\nI'm living for my mom.\r\nLiving for the creatures knowing that for me they killing.\r\n\r\nI'm living for my mom.\r\nI'm living for my siblings.\r\nLiving for the creatures knowing that for me they killing.\r\n\r\n[Verse 3]\r\nI'm sitting in the dark.\r\nAre you going to switch the lights on?\r\nWay before I cry just know that death is what I'm beyond.\r\nMan I had to write so I came back with this real song.\r\nEveryone now understands my life is of a speedom.\r\nEverything is happening so fast I guess I'm still on.\r\nProlly hoping music is the only place I belong.\r\nWhile the lyrics are the only food that I feed on.\r\nMixing my emotions though no shoulder I will lean on.\r\n\r\n[Hook 4]\r\n\r\n- A Shadyson has got it","download_count":200,"play_count":14,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5d0\/dc3\/6a4\/thumb_232773_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}