{"id":63781,"created_at":"2019-04-05 20:08:15","updated_at":"2021-04-19 02:58:20","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-04-05 20:08:15","original_id":null,"artist_id":6008,"title":"Hydromadic - Deeds","slug":"hydromadic-deeds","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Pre-Chorus]\r\n\r\nMy life is getting colder\r\nRemember when I told ya\r\nI got the rap game on my shoulders\r\nNow this shit is getting older (x2)\r\n\r\n[Chorus]\r\n\r\nMy life is getting colder\r\nRemember when I told ya\r\nI got the rap game on my shoulders\r\nNow this shit is getting older\r\nGot a baby who needs her daddy\r\nA fucken alcoholic tryna be sober \r\nIn these relationships I'm never happy\r\nBut I never submit to evil deeds yeah\r\n\r\n[Verse 1]\r\n\r\nThis is too much, I wanna quit the writings \r\nThe songs, the brain power on these lyrics is exhausting \r\nI'm tired, obnoxious, it's toxic\r\nBut I still do it for my fans cause they love me so I ain't gonna disappoint them since they all believed in me\r\nBut they don't know that I do this as a hobby, I got a daughter to feed \r\nIma work my ass for these needs \r\nTill my sweat turns to blood\r\nI'm not famous, I'm a low profile \r\nSo I live my life like y'all \r\nI haven't seen my daughter in months so my homies joke about it\r\nYeah! Laugh, it's funny, make fun of me and my bunny\r\nWe're parallel, we never meet\r\nI can't compete with the distance, it's too great\r\nBenevolence of this message is too big\r\nSo I can feel the gravitational pull at its peak\r\n\r\n[Chorus]\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\n\r\nYeah, is everything gon be alright? Maybe\ufffdI'm going numb, panic attacks and headaches\ufffdAll cause I think too much\ufffdMy adrenaline rush sky rockets on another scale\ufffdEyes rolled back with a frown till one realizes that my face is pale\r\nFuck, I'm an alcoholic\ufffdI, drown all my problems\ufffdDead, with alcoholic (alcohol) and if that dont work I go smoke\ufffdSuffocate my lungs with smoke\ufffdAnd y'all can't tell me what the fuck I should do, it's my life it's how I live it\ufffdSo fuck you for being judgmental!\r\nOnly things you know about me is my real name and my rap manicure \r\nI act like this cause I got no father figure \r\nMy father died long time ago so I'm failing to be a father to my own kid all cause I wasn't taught enough to define a father!\r\nLife is a roller coaster \r\nYou better keep your loved ones closer\r\nAnd when the roller coaster goes in top speed you better keep your eyes open, and burst in laughter with them\r\nCause if you shut your eyes, you'll miss the good memories\r\nEven if you get back on, the memories will not be the same\r\n\r\n[Chorus]\r\n\r\n[Verse 3]\r\n\r\nWhen it comes to relationships I got a black cloud that's following me\r\nCause when I get in one, it goes south, it starts good and ends bad\r\nFlame ignited, extinguished by temptations \r\nI wish my love was built by Itachi's Black Flames so none will put it out\r\nThe light is burning out, the darkness is creeping \r\nI'm solo, going loco so I can't follow my instincts \r\nToo scared of the coming karma, skeletons piled up in my closet\r\nDon't open the door you might be one of them!\r\nI'm not kidding cause you might be there\r\nSleep paralysis is pinning me down, can't wake up\r\nI try to scream but my screams are not aloud\r\nThough I get it, the demons are winning \r\nThe angels are losing the battle\r\nIf I quit then Hip-Hop is dead, all cause I wasn't even there \r\nYeah, admire the skills, skills that are out of this world\r\nWorlds now feel my rage, raging on and on\r\nHe's phenomenal, conqueror of all\r\nA Rap God with no equal, you don't wanna be his opponent \r\n\r\n[Chorus]","download_count":234,"play_count":10,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-19","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ca\/799\/712\/thumb_195831_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}