{"id":50650,"created_at":"2019-01-04 18:26:18","updated_at":"2021-04-22 07:40:59","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-01-04 18:26:18","original_id":null,"artist_id":4101,"title":"Make It Out","slug":"make-it-out","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"V1\r\nNothing excites me\r\nThis much anymore.\r\n\r\nNight after night\r\nI been writing out \r\nSongs, \r\n\r\nDropping out bombs.\r\n\r\n(Killing Out shows)\r\n\r\nAn every morning \r\nI wish I could just blow.\r\n\r\n\u00c0The hunger's killing me\r\nMy stomach rumbling...\r\n\r\nYou know the pain is deep.\r\nUm losing every sleep..\r\n\r\nI barely close my eyes\r\nWhen I go to Bed..\r\n\r\nMother worries a lot \r\nWhen um alone,\r\n\r\nShe once saw a NiGGa\r\nPopping a pill.\r\n\r\nNow I smile an lie an say\r\nUm OK..\r\nThough my thoughts are planning\r\nA suicide\r\n\r\nPick the phone up call my \r\nNiGGa Fab.\r\n\r\nHe knows it's bad when\r\nI call him bro.\r\n\r\nHe could feel my pain\r\nAnd see my tears..\r\n\r\nSometimes I really miss\r\nMy older brother,\r\n\r\nGuluva for himself\r\nMy only niGGa.\r\n\r\nHe used to tell me\r\nLearn to stand on your\r\nOwn.\r\n\r\nNoBody got your\r\nBack not even mother..\r\n\r\nEven my sister now\r\nIs hard to reach... \r\n\r\nThe Only Fam I have\r\nnow it's the music..\r\n\r\nI gadda grind for my\r\nlittle Brother.. \r\n\r\nI cry to sleep when I \r\nThink of yo pain..\r\n\r\nCause Only I know \r\nwhat your Going through.. \r\n\r\n\r\nSimmy I hope that your\r\nDoing well.\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nV2\r\nSometimes I feel like\r\nUm hallucinating, \r\n\r\nPictures of a past I've\r\nNever lived, \r\n\r\nMy closest NiGGaz\r\nNow are hard to reach...\r\n\r\nIts's Voicemail on every\r\nPhone call, \r\n\r\nThey Blue tick me on the\r\nOther line.\r\n\r\n\"I'll hit you up later\r\nJay I'm kinda busy.\"\r\n\r\nWeeks gone and you ain't\r\nHit me baCk.\r\n\r\nSee me on shows \r\nAnd act like we are besties. .\r\n\r\nDon't kill my vibe, NiGGa\r\nStop being Hoe\r\n\r\nI saw you shaking \r\nWhen you saw me killing..\r\n\r\nIt's pretty clear now\r\nThat you see me shining.\r\n\r\nPeople feel me dawg\r\nThey taking pictures.\r\n\r\nI knowThat you wish\r\nThat I never left...\r\n\r\nSometimes I just wish\r\nI could take it back...\r\n\r\nWay back in our fun days\r\n\r\nBut um greatful for the times\r\nWe had.\r\n\r\nUm greatful for every shxt we\r\nEver did.\r\n\r\nDepression \r\nUsed to be my\r\nOnly NiGGa,\r\n\r\nNow In the mirror I look\r\nLike um that Nigga..\r\n\r\nUm too Good I could never\r\nLose, to anybody\r\nBeing my competition..\r\n\r\nAn trust me niGGa\r\nUm that Competition.\r\n\r\nMirror mirror\r\nShow them my reflection\r\n\r\nI want the halo they can\r\nKeep the crown","download_count":252,"play_count":35,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5c2\/f89\/08b\/thumb_157329_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}