{"id":320570,"created_at":"2025-02-28 11:02:47","updated_at":"2025-04-09 11:05:22","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2025-02-28 11:02:47","original_id":null,"artist_id":9546,"title":"I Stan","slug":"i-stan","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"When you no longer got nothing to give\r\nYou end up like a tree in autumn\r\nEverybody leaves\r\nTold myself it is what it is\r\nTold myself it be better\r\nIf I mind my own biz\r\nHow rare it became to get visits\r\nAnd how simple it was\r\nTo be a misfit\r\nThe ride or die title became just a title\r\nAs niggas jumped ship\r\nAs soon as they saw me heading down an unfavorable path\r\nAnd jumped a mid drift\r\nI can't lie\r\nThis shit hurt to a certain degree\r\nNeeded a way to get by\r\nSlowly I got used to this\r\nAs the moisture from my eyes dried\r\nWhich resulted in this no longer being a reason for me to cry\r\nSeems like everything died\r\nAs soon as I decided\r\nTo ease up, since I'm the one always tries\r\nDealing with pussy niggas\r\nWho better at scissoring\r\nI looked stupid trying to mend broken ties\r\nI need to focus on getting this cheese\r\nWith all these hood rats\r\nI gotta move so discreet\r\nPaying attention to certain things\r\nI'm being schooled either way\r\nNever thought I'd ever afford these kinda fees\r\nWhen Life took a dark turn\r\nHad to be reliant on the the faint light in a distant\r\nI never volunteered to bystand\r\nI guess this is what I get\r\nFor expecting everyone to be like how I am\r\nAnd understand\r\nAs the fatigue settled in\r\nDidn't have no room for disappointments\r\nSo I had to rent out with the cheapest I could get\r\nFor a way to handle this\r\nAs the regrets poured in\r\nAdding bitterness to the memories\r\nI've made premature decisions\r\nToo quick to act on something that lacked existence\r\nAll my puzzles became misfits\r\nFor some reason some memories went missing\r\n\r\nI stan, stan, stan\r\nStan for a breakthrough\r\nThese struggles I gotta put to an end\r\nFor myself I fend, fend\r\nFend for an opportunity\r\nTo be independent\r\nI stan, stan, stan\r\nStan for a breakthrough\r\nThese struggles I gotta put to an end\r\nFor myself I fend, fend\r\nFend for an opportunity\r\nTo be independent\r\n\r\nI move differently\r\nI'm tryna fly\r\nI know once I make it\r\nThat a lot will pry\r\nUsed to the darkness\r\nBut from the Light I won't shy\r\nIt's a painful route\r\nDon't be surprised when I cry, facts\r\nNowadays I ain't accommodative\r\nIf I'm made to feel that I amount to none\r\nI'm like okay next\r\nFor once in my comfort zone\r\nI ain't too relaxed\r\nIt ain't like old days\r\nWhere money couldn't buy happiness\r\nNow you take mine, there's a price to pay\r\nTryna create a safe space\r\nAllowing for success to stay\r\nHow can I fast\r\nWhen there's a lot on my plate\r\nSo I'm tryna birth an idea\r\nThat flip my scripts to a true sight for sore eyes\r\nSo much so the only thing\r\nThat will stand between it and y'all\r\nIs a glass like a museum now y'all turned Four eyes\r\nNegativity I gotta bypass\r\nSlippery hands\r\nIt's hard to get a hold of myself\r\nWe tend to make bad decisions tryna forget\r\nThe bad memories\r\nWhich ultimately leaves us in regret\r\nSome we invest our time in\r\nAnd results us in loss\r\nEach day provides us reasons\r\nTo show less remorse\r\nComing through with good intentions in Galore\r\nWith no equivalent exchange\r\nI got easily ignored\r\nPlaying it cool\r\nI realized not everything deserves a response\r\nI'm passed due\r\nLining up to be evaluated if I still fit in with y'all\r\nIs just something I no longer allow myself to prove\r\n\r\nI stan, stan, stan\r\nStan for a breakthrough\r\nThese struggles I gotta put to an end\r\nFor myself I fend, fend\r\nFend for an opportunity\r\nTo be independent","download_count":32,"play_count":32,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-04-09","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/67c\/17b\/9ba\/thumb_1055004_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}