{"id":312251,"created_at":"2024-07-30 14:30:48","updated_at":"2025-04-29 13:14:25","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-07-30 14:30:48","original_id":null,"artist_id":152695,"title":"Almost lost hope","slug":"almost-lost-hope","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":10473,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"lost_hope.mp3\r\n\r\nOh, gotta get back home Oh, wish I never left home get back home\r\nI'ma lost home When I left home, when I left home, when I left home I'ma lost home When my auntie died, seen the fam cry, seen the fam cry I'ma lost home When I left home, when I left home, when I left home I'ma lost home When my auntie died, seen the fam cry, seen the fam cry I almost lost hope I almost lost hope When I left home, when I left home\r\nI almost lost hope When my auntie died, seen the fam cry I almost lost hope, I almost lost hope I almost lost hope When I left home, when I left home, when I left home I almost lost hope When I said my auntie died, seen the fam cry, seen the fam cry I almost lost hope I almost lost hope When I left home, when I left home\r\nI almost lost hope I almost lost hope I almost lost hope I almost lost hope I almost lost hope I almost lost hope I almost lost hope I left home Sixteen, I came back from my auntie's dive\r\nI would lie, yeah, I'm heavy disguised But when I go to bed, it's not a crime So I'm poppin' this smoke in the field, fine Doin' things I ain't never done Cause I'm harder than chasing the fam cry I ain't no more playin' good guy Closing up on the streets\r\nI was tryna find my zone Wasting my time on fun While I shoot away in Spacom I ain't never really thought I'd be alone Been struggling, got all alone But I told myself I gotta do this\r\nTold myself I gotta Taboo they turn, bitches they burn, I didn't live and learn I went car, now I sleep, that I gotta earn We need out to the end for others, now I'm taking my time\r\nWe need out to the end for others, now I'm taking my time I almost lost hope, when I left home, when I left home, when I left home I'ma last hope, when my auntie died, seen the fam cry, seen the fam cry I'ma last hope, when I left home, when I left home, when I left home\r\nI'ma last hope, when my auntie died, seen the fam cry, seen the fam cry I'ma last hope, when I left home, when I left home, when I left home I'ma last hope, when I said my aunt dies In the fam cry, it's in the fam cry\r\nI'm a lost soul, I'm a lost soul, I'm a lost soul, I'm a lost soul Water on my shoulder, it's getting too heavy I lost my mama, but I'm a survivor\r\nBeen through it all, I keep on trying But it's in the vision, I close my mama but I'm a survivor Been through it all, I keep on trying But this is the vision that closed my eyes I ran away, far, into my home Nobody could save me, I keep making mistakes\r\nI'm on drugs, popping these Xenics When I escape, reality I'll try when I lost my father I'ma lose hope, yeah I'ma lose hope, I'ma lose hope, body I almost lost hope, yeah I almost lost hope, I almost lost hope I almost lost hope, yeah\r\nI almost lost hope, oh yeah I almost lost hope I almost lost hope left home And it's all in heaven, you want you know me now Thanks for watching guys!","download_count":38,"play_count":5,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-04-29","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/66a\/8dc\/da9\/thumb_1028143_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}