{"id":310167,"created_at":"2024-05-30 13:09:29","updated_at":"2025-06-06 02:32:38","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-05-30 13:09:29","original_id":null,"artist_id":143928,"title":"Proof of LIFE","slug":"proof-of-life","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Produced By Killosopher\r\nYeah\r\n\r\nIt's Killo right here\r\n\r\nVerse :\r\nI think nobody understands how it really feels\r\nBeing inside your own mind when you tryna heal\r\nWanna fall in love, but you can't trust it's real\r\nSo you'd rather be alone than-to make a deal\r\n\r\nInsecure ain't tryna get anybody hurt\r\nBut it hurts, when they come and do you worse\r\nYou forgive yet; you know that shit really hurts\r\nHave a good heart now? man It's like a curse\r\n\r\nPeople tend to take advantage of a young dreamer\r\nDepression made you feel alone in a crowded place\r\nInsomnia has you down, Welcome to the sad schema\r\nThey all tell you to talk it's an open space\r\n\r\nLeave the room for a sec, and they start to judge\r\nSo you keep your business down to counting none\r\nNever talk as much now; you only say enough\r\nTalk when spoken to, be cautious nigga add it up\r\n\r\nYou have alot friends, always busy making plans\r\nWhen you down, none of them ever show you hands\r\nSee, your hero falling down is a different pain\r\nYou wanna slit your wrist and end this bullshit?\r\nBut then you start to think, it's not worth this shit\r\n\r\nWriting songs became a different type of therapy\r\nRapping became a way of just helping me\r\nAnd if I'm helping you, I pray that I set you free\r\nI'd rather be alone and trapped in my misery\r\n\r\nI'm an outkast born and I'm blessed to be\r\nI'm down whenever, so don't ever judge my loyalty\r\nI'm fighting battles, winning wars a sight to see\r\nI win, I get silence, I crumble and you judging me\r\n\r\nIt's me vs me; you never had authority\r\nIt's me vs me; I'll take the fall peacefully\r\nIt's been a long journey, I think should find my rest\r\nEven if the pain came, treat it like a test\r\n\r\nComing out of that, you unlock all your best\r\nDon't be me like me; learn from the other rest\r\nI been straying from the path, further to my death\r\nI had demons turn to angels just to come and guide me\r\n\r\nNow I'm...","download_count":52,"play_count":3,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-06","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/665\/85d\/ffa\/thumb_1019730_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}