{"id":30159,"created_at":"2018-08-10 01:15:56","updated_at":"2021-04-23 04:46:03","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-08-10 01:15:56","original_id":null,"artist_id":21583,"title":"LottiemoMusic - Proud","slug":"lottiemomusic-proud-3","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Dear Mom\r\n\r\nAm sorry for the pain I have cost you\r\nThe disappointments and shame I have brought to you\r\nI made decisions in life even If it hurts you I couldn't care less\r\nI talked back at you when you were trying to show me the right ways\r\nFriends got inside my head and I ended up respecting them more than I respect you\r\nI saw u as a fool as I thought am clever\r\nI never took you crusly when you tell me how important school is bcz I knew you never went to school\r\nWhen you tell me about girls and that I will get sick if i just go around sleeping without protection and I looked at you like that's why my father left you bcz to me you were like a song that I just listen to than later forget what it was saying.\r\n.\r\nDear mom. I wanna thank you for carrying me for 9 months\r\nI wanna thank you for being strong all those months when I was kicking and turning inside you\r\nI wanna thank you for not giving up on Me even when I made you feel tired when was inside you\r\nI thank you for not hating me for the fact that I made you stop eating food that u like when was still inside you\r\nI wanna thank you for not giving up when you were giving birth to me\r\nI wanna thank you for the gift of life that you gave me\r\nI wanna thank you for going extra miles to see that me and my sisters we could go to sleep with our stomach full\r\nI wanna thank you for raising the star that I am and I wanna let you know that when other mothers gave birth to their queens and kings you were different from them cz you gave birth","download_count":189,"play_count":7,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5b6\/cca\/fdc\/thumb_98038_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}