{"id":279935,"created_at":"2022-11-09 17:41:56","updated_at":"2025-04-20 03:29:46","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-11-09 17:41:56","original_id":null,"artist_id":136712,"title":"Broken Soul","slug":"broken-soul-14","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Chorus\r\n\r\nI cater my thoughts, to spoil my mind\r\nI gotta stick to my plans, n trust less\r\nUhm flawed, IDW nobody\r\nPeople judge, I hate them all\r\nUhm fading away, I don't really know muhself\r\nAlteracting with my mind n my soul,\r\nI live life and I'm living wrongly,\r\nI make plans, they don't succeed\r\n\r\nVerse 1\r\n\r\nI came from the dirt, Sadness is what I breathe \r\nFuck life, uhm a sinner\r\nIf you roll with me, welcome to my dreams\r\nI use the music, to excersise muh feelingz\r\nI fell in love with silence, make sum room when I cum by\r\nNine times out of ten, uhm really pushing P\r\nMuh dreamz are big n heavy, I can't even sleep\r\nI smile back at the mirror to keep muh hope on fleek\r\n\r\nUhm tired of living in fear, I need to know my enemies\r\nI don't want to be happy, I juz want to be right\r\nI got mixed personalities, my reality ain't real\r\nUhm a broken soul buh don't worry I'll be fine\r\nI need sumting real, juz to see\/feel muhself\r\nI'm damaged and i only can tell\r\nI wuz born to lead, buh thingz are getting weird\r\nI've buried muh pain, buh itz always ghosting me\r\n\r\nLost in the world\r\nDrowning in emotions\r\nSuffocating in anxiety\r\nUhm losing muhself\r\nI feel my fate, in what I don't fear\r\nUhm an imbecile\r\nUhm still working it out\r\nPain is my friend, coz i can't heal anymore, \r\nMy soul is suffocating, my scars are getting bigger\r\nI wasn't born to be lik this I wuz made to be like this \r\nI will never heal, I know n I can tell\r\n\r\nI bottled up my pain, I'm in war with depression\r\nUhm too nice, they advantaged my kindness\r\nI didn't change, I just see life different\r\nMuh thoughts are frenetic, I don't feel the end\r\nMy foreshadow song, I've put a peace of my soul\r\nI love being alone, And to do thingz by myself\r\nUhm gonna stand up, and be what i want\r\nItz Drama King, You must all know\r\n\r\nChorus\r\n\r\nI cater my thoughts, to spoil my mind\r\nI gotta stick to my plans, n trust less\r\nUhm flawed, IDW nobody\r\nPeople judge, I hate them all\r\nUhm fading away, I don't really know muhself\r\nAlteracting with my mind n my soul,\r\nI live life and I'm living wrongly,\r\nI make plans, they don't succeed","download_count":69,"play_count":2,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-04-20","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/636\/bca\/013\/thumb_902607_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}