{"id":275032,"created_at":"2022-09-23 00:31:28","updated_at":"2025-05-16 07:02:53","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-09-23 00:31:28","original_id":null,"artist_id":132584,"title":"The Preyar","slug":"the-preyar","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Dear God\r\n\r\n\r\nI know it's been a long time \r\nWithout praying\r\nNow I come before you\r\nI'm on my knees Asking for help \r\n\r\nI know I did some wrongs\r\nYeah I lied\r\nYeah I cryed\r\nI've been hurt\r\nMany times deep inside\r\n\r\nEveryday i cry\r\nEveryday i smile\r\nBut I don't smile the same way when i young\r\n\r\nEveryday at night\r\nI'm fighting these demon's\r\nThey don't wanna let me go\r\nI don't want to sell my soul\r\nIf I do\r\n guess it wasn't soul in the first place\r\n\r\nI'm on my knees\r\nThey say man don't cry\r\nYeah I did \r\nMany times\r\n\r\nI cry alot\r\nMy pillow is so weat\r\nEveryday at night, i cry \r\nit's been so hard for me\r\n\r\nI hide my pain with a smile\r\nI Wash my pain away with my music\r\nSuicide thoughts on repeat\r\nI need to lose it\r\n\r\nTouch my blood \r\nFeel my pain\r\nThey say you know everything\r\nI guess you know how I feel\r\n\r\nWhy don't you change this situation \r\nI'm in right now\r\nIf you know my pain\r\nRemove this anger inside me\r\nRemove this pain inside me\r\n\r\nBe with me on this jerney I'm taking\r\nI'm asking for gardens\r\nClear the way for me\r\nBring the light in me \r\n\r\nIt hurts when people you trust lie to you\r\nIt's hurd to forgive them\r\nMostly people close to you\r\nI hope God will help me to hill \r\n\r\nAm all alone\r\nI have None to cry to\r\nWhen I'm alone I feel like it's the end of the world to me\r\n\r\nYeah the are people around me \r\nBut the is no one to open up to\r\nThe is no one to trust\r\nI guess you're the one I trust\r\n\r\nI hope you're there\r\nPlease unswer me","download_count":120,"play_count":5,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-05-16","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/632\/ce1\/f25\/thumb_884643_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}