{"id":257475,"created_at":"2022-04-03 16:42:33","updated_at":"2025-06-12 06:28:39","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-04-03 16:42:33","original_id":null,"artist_id":44566,"title":"Depression","slug":"depression-20","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Intro:-\r\nI'm all alone in my world\r\nWith a broken heart and I need love\r\nSmoking weed and doing drugs\r\nThis shit got my mind fucked\r\nI'm losing control of myself\r\nAnd there's nobody out there to help yeah\r\n\r\nVerse:-\r\nYeah I feel like I'm trapped in the dark\r\nNo matter how I try to break free there's no escape route\r\nAlot of people think they know the way I feel on the inside\r\nBut honestly it's totally different from what they picture\r\nYeah I feel like I don't even exist\r\nEven tho I smile daily at everybody's faces\r\nSuicidal thoughts in my mind even if I try to hide it\r\nThis isn't a phase nigga this is my ugly reality\r\nI wish I grew up like every other kids\r\nI wish I grew up in a rich family \r\nBut let's keep it real this ain't no fairy tale\r\nI don't understand why does it feels like I'm outta place?\r\nI pray to God daily asking for forgiveness\r\nAsk God to get rid of this feeling and heal my conscience\r\nCos I've been tortured by my own mind\r\nI been fighting my demons and they been eating my soul this whole time\r\nI'm staring at myself in the mirror looking for answers\r\nAn angel and a demon on my shoulders\r\nShould I kill myself now or just wait a little longer\r\nCos I'm lacking the strength to conquer this monster\r\nI'm not a slave but I feel like a prisoner, can't leave my cell\r\nI'm in this living hell where I can't even be myself\r\nI act tough and shit but I'm crying out for help\r\nHow could you ever notice when none of you fuckers even care?\r\nDamn alot of niggas out there\r\nGoing through what I'm going through, this shit is a nightmare\r\nWe just wanna be happy like everybody else\r\nBut how can we have that when we was born differently\r\nWhy can't I just be a normal person?\r\nWhy am I among the ones that are unfortune\r\nI know goodbye always seem cold\r\nBut fuck it nigga this is the end of my road so\r\n\r\nOutro:-\r\nSo long\r\nMotherfucker this is so long","download_count":154,"play_count":9,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-12","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/624\/9b2\/10a\/thumb_820204_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}