{"id":251946,"created_at":"2022-02-09 13:15:04","updated_at":"2025-06-12 07:39:04","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-02-09 13:15:04","original_id":null,"artist_id":123304,"title":"How it feels","slug":"how-it-feels-5","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"How it feels \r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nI've been drinking from my tears\r\nI've been running from my fears\r\nI've been doing that all these years\r\nOr maybe that's just how it feels\r\nOr maybe this is how it feels \r\nOr maybe this is how it feels \r\nOr maybe this is how it feels\r\nIve been thinking about it all these years\r\n\r\n[ verse 1]\r\nMy mind was thinking like a terminator \r\nMy thoughts were more like a detonator \r\nIt turned me into a love hater \r\nLife made me like I'm an earth invader \r\nBut the Lord is the best dictator \r\nYes the Lord is the decision maker \r\nMy everything, I'm upgrader \r\nHe spoke to me one day ,\u00a0 he told me wake up\r\nWoke up that morning and wore my make up \r\nLife is too short,\u00a0 I told you not to give up \r\nYou're wasting too much time it's time to wake up \r\n\r\n[hook]\r\nI've been drinking from my tears\r\nI've been running from my fears\r\nI've been doing that all these years\r\nOr maybe that's just how it feels\r\nOr maybe this is how it feels \r\nOr maybe this is how it feels \r\nOr maybe this is how it feels\r\nIve been thinking about it all these years\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\nI was dying inside so bad I could see my fate \r\nI was praying to God to open the heavens gate \r\nOver thinking, I'm panicking, should I meditate \r\nChange my attitude towards life before it's too late \r\nI thought I would be giving success in a silver plate \r\nI had all these bad thoughts that I should eliminate \r\nThey were like beez in my mind that I should fumigate \r\nBut that's all in the past now focus on what's on my plate \r\n\r\nThinking is this how I've been raised \r\nOr maybe I just wanted to saved \r\nAll my happy moments were erased\r\nThought I knew love Damn man I'm amazed","download_count":115,"play_count":7,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-12","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/620\/3a2\/09b\/thumb_799511_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}