{"id":188091,"created_at":"2020-12-02 17:02:03","updated_at":"2021-04-19 11:11:38","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-12-02 17:02:03","original_id":null,"artist_id":56830,"title":"SOMETIMES","slug":"sometimes-10","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Verse]\r\nI'm sorry I wasn't around\r\nI wasn't there when they hunted you down\r\nPut all thoughts of my past in your mind\r\nClearly some stills hates me this time\r\nBut how could they be so cruel this time\r\nTook one that I called mine\r\nAnd changed everything, her perspective of me\r\nHeartbreak isn't my specialty, see\r\nCause when that shit comes, I'll just lock all the doors and just lie on the floor and just cry on the floor\r\nHoping that somehow my angels come straight down to earth and tell me that I will not cry anymore\r\nLike how could they take my smile keeper and corrupt her vision and say it's my fault for being such a corrupt person and mistake like I should've never got myself involved in her life\r\nI was just there picking the broken pieces of myself but she came around and fixed my whole heart and didn't even need my help\r\nSometimes I think it's my fault for not being there 24\/7 to hold her and comfort her and say that I need her and tell her that all is okay\r\nSometimes I feel like I wasted my day\r\nSometimes I feel too alone in this world and I hope that she knows how I'm feeling sometimes\r\nSometimes I don't wanna tell her about all my situations cause that hurts my feelings sometimes\r\nSometimes I hope she can look at my face and see that her boyfriend is going through too much\r\nSometimes I hope that she knows that I'm there even though I've been trying buy haven't done too much\r\nSometimes, oh, sometimes I hope that rip out my heart from my chest and she'll come put it right back\r\nDamn I just wish that she put some bandages on my slit forearm but clearly it ain't like that\r\nBut sometimes I feel that she's going through too much and I just wanna be there for her\r\nBut sometimes she got it all figured out but I wanna show that I care for her \r\nBut sometimes I feel that she's going through too much and I just wanna be there for her\r\nBut sometimes she got it all figured out but I wanna show that I care for her","download_count":27,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-19","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5fc\/7ac\/637\/thumb_575371_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}