{"id":169936,"created_at":"2020-09-17 17:21:10","updated_at":"2021-04-23 05:26:40","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-09-17 17:21:10","original_id":null,"artist_id":9198,"title":"my life","slug":"my-life-38","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"My life\r\nEverything I have I had to strive\r\nEvery day is a fight\r\nIs tiring\r\nSo I steady\u2005wait\u2005for the night\r\nI\u2019m\u2005writing\r\nThis letter to let you know\r\nThat\u2005I ain\u2019t been losing hope\r\nIs hard\r\nBut I still go\r\nMums ain\u2019t\u205f\u205fworking\r\nPops\u205fain\u2019t working\r\nMa\u205fmusic thing a\u205fslow grind\r\nIt ain\u2019t working\r\nSo I had options\r\nHad ta get a ninety five\r\nPut some food in the fridge\r\nBut I ain\u2019t never been satisfied\r\nWorking for a racist\r\nFuck it\r\nLet\u2019s part ways then\r\n\r\n\r\nI quit\r\n\r\nI start ma own shit\r\n\r\n\r\nYeah I\u2019m street smart\r\nRather make ma own chips\r\n\r\nHad to sell weed\r\nThen I heard about a snitch\r\nNigga felt intimidated cos he wasn\u2019t shit\r\n\r\nSo I stopped\r\n\r\nCame back home\r\nHad to sell ma first car\r\n\r\nUse the money wise\r\nCos I don\u2019t have a job\r\n\r\nThot about it hard\r\nSo I opened up\r\nA shop\r\n\r\nStarted my own brand\r\n\r\nPeople like it I\u2019m glad\r\n\r\nMade Dow from the jump\r\nYo something gone make sense\r\n\r\n\r\nA few months later\r\n\r\nI get a call from ma girl\r\n\r\nShe\u2019s not feeling well\r\n\r\nEvery morning gotta earl\r\n\r\nShe took a baby test an it came out positive\r\n\r\nYeah I know what you thinking\r\n\r\nOh shit\r\n\r\nCome on blizz\r\n\r\nBut I was happy\r\n\r\nIm bout to be a daddy\r\n\r\nIs time to pull the socks up\r\n\r\nLife was a warm up\r\n\r\nMost of it is easy now\r\n\r\n\r\nI told ma folks about it\r\n\r\nAn\r\n\r\nThey sound really proud\r\n\r\nYou guys been together for a really long time\r\n\r\nYou better put a ring on her finger that shine\r\n\r\nI promise I will\r\nI made\r\nA deal\r\n\r\nI wish I had a friend to share the moment with\r\n\r\nBut most or them dead\r\nAnd some or them is gone\r\n\r\nI lost a lotta homies trying ta make it thru a song\r\n\r\nBut I was trying too hard\r\n\r\nI got a call from an ex\r\n\r\nTalking about she heard about ma new girl\r\n\r\nShe don\u2019t wanna love but she wanna have sex\r\n\r\nI\u2019m not about it\r\nI put her numbers on the block list\r\n\r\nThey wanna see me fail\r\nWhen I\u2019m doing good numbers\r\n\r\nBut then I stand still\r\nHolding up my hood rather\r\n\r\nTwo years ago\r\n\r\nI got set up\r\n\r\nBy a girl who told me that she got\r\nFed up\r\n\r\nShe told me that\r\nHer nigga cheating\r\nThat\u2019s messed up\r\n\r\nI was her\r\n\r\nShoulder\r\nTo cry on\r\n\r\nThen the nigga heard about it pulled up on me blind sided\r\n\r\nI was really drunk\r\nI couldn\u2019t fight back\r\n\r\nHe put a gun on my face\r\n\r\nIt wasn\u2019t like that\r\n\r\nHe caught me off guard\r\n\r\nI had to run home\r\n\r\nBut ima strike back\r\n\r\nI never turn thee other cheek\r\n\r\nI ain\u2019t like that\r\n\r\nMama raised soldier\r\n\r\nBrush it off ma shoulders\r\n\r\nIf I was the nigga man I would\u2019ve took a shot\r\n\r\nI see you still alive ama get you young buck\r\n\r\nIt was a short attack\r\nBut I\u2019ll never go forget\r\n\r\nSome memories are enemies\r\nBut I could give ma energy\r\nTo all you people hating me\r\nPut down the fake remedy\r\n\r\nI\u2019d rather stay sick or this\r\n\r\nI\u2019m chasing dreams\r\n\r\nN I\u2019m sleeping on the lazy shit\r\n\r\nBy any means\r\n\r\nI wake up\r\nWith this money on my mind\r\nSwear to god I gotta grind\r\n\r\nNigga fuck the fame\r\n\r\nUnderground money is the realest\r\n\r\nSo ima play a beat that\u2019s for life an really kill this\r\n\r\nI\u2019m bout to be a dad\r\nAll you niggers gonna feel this\r\n\r\nI have to take it back\r\nAll you listeners gonna dig this\r\n\r\nThe master blizz is\r\n\r\nAll about the rap brilliance\r\n\r\nFuck your feelings\r\nIma hurt em for ma billions\r\n\r\nI\u2019m a bandit\r\n\r\nI spark it up like is static\r\n\r\nMa rhyme statis\r\n\r\nIs super genus breaking records\r\n\r\nThis is how I\u2019m feeling now\r\n\r\nI hope I make sense\r\nMa bank account needs dollars\r\n\r\nNiggers fuck rands\r\n\r\nWord to the streets\r\nGod knows I got that","download_count":42,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f6\/37d\/83b\/thumb_520257_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}