{"id":167521,"created_at":"2020-09-01 23:27:13","updated_at":"2021-04-21 21:26:17","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-09-01 23:27:13","original_id":null,"artist_id":84183,"title":"1754 Freestyle (Prod. By Teeplazuh)","slug":"1754-freestyle-prod-by-teeplazuh","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Girl Why you look so lonely?\r\nTell me what Is wrong and\r\nIf you need some holding \r\nYou just let me know yeah\r\n\r\nBoy why you look so lonely?\r\nIf you need homie\r\nYou can always call me\r\nWe\u2019ll talk until it\u2019s morning.\r\n\r\nYeah. For really I\u2019m tryna do better\r\nI\u2019m that kid, the one who always knew better \r\nI\u2019m never chasing after approval\r\nSee I\u2019m not even phased by what everybody is doing.\r\n\r\nLost touch with a couple homies \r\nSometimes I feel I\u2019d rather be lonely than be a fony\r\nDon\u2019t give yourself up to people who never see your value. \r\nThat\u2019s what my late grandmother told me\r\n\r\nOr atleast taught me, when I think of her I smile\r\nSometimes feel tears running down from my eyes\r\nEvery time I think ah pain I tear up inside \r\nSometime I try to pray but all I do is kneel and cry\r\n\r\nIt gets harder to see meaning life \r\nMy generation rather talk about booze and getting high \r\nAnd never talk about what\u2019s eating us \r\ninside,\r\nall the problems of society, all the women who dying\r\n\r\nBut I was born tah survive\r\n I\u2019ll never die\r\nRight now I\u2019m in a better state \r\nMy heart is in a different place\r\n\r\nThinking back.. I used to sleep up on my mama couch\r\nBack in my momma house\r\nCouldn\u2019t even take her out\r\nWhen I was young I couldn\u2019t call girls over\r\n\u2018Cause I ain\u2019t have enough money for food I had to say it\u2019s over. \r\n\r\nBut GOD came through for me\r\nHe got plans, And all you nikkuhs ain\u2019t even ready.\r\n\r\nThrough pressure I\u2019m gonna shine\r\nEverything gon be fine\r\nTo everybody who\u2019s crying\r\nIt don\u2019t matter what they say\r\nRemember that yous a dime \r\n\r\nGirl Why you look so lonely?\r\nTell me what Is wrong and\r\nIf you need some holding \r\nYou just let me know yeah\r\n\r\nBoy why you look so lonely?\r\nIf you need homie\r\nYou can always call me\r\nWe\u2019ll talk until it\u2019s morning.\r\n\r\nAll My people Smoking or they popping pills\r\nThey scream anxiety is real. I\r\nKnow how you feel, you just really don\u2019t wanna feel\r\nThey say depression kills I\u2019m hoping that\u2019s not the deal with you\r\n\r\nNow watch me aiming for the hills\r\nWith every tick on the watch I hope I heal. \r\nAnd it\u2019s fuck how you feel unless it\u2019s real. \r\nI unwrapped the gift that GOD gave me, for real!","download_count":103,"play_count":56,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f4\/ebb\/afa\/thumb_506174_300_300_0_0_crop.jpeg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}