{"id":159649,"created_at":"2020-08-02 11:27:40","updated_at":"2021-04-23 01:42:52","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-08-02 11:27:40","original_id":null,"artist_id":48887,"title":"Winter Dawn","slug":"winter-dawn","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[20:25, 7\/31\/2020] @M_ced98\u2728: Cold thoughts.\r\nFeelings like autumn leaves.\r\nSmile shines over me,\r\nBut I'm struck by this cold breeze.\r\nAlways believed in silver linings,\r\nBut the clouds fly away as soon as they appear.\r\nFake smiles.\r\nChanging skies.\r\nThe blue shines.\r\nI force the clouds back up,\r\nJust so I see the lining.\r\nForce my mind to adhere.\r\nLike it's religion,\r\nMy heart breaks a knee before the blessing falls.\r\nNow I'm both knees broken.\r\nEvery feeling I had grounded,\r\nCrushed like gravel.\r\nCold thoughts.\r\nFeelings like autumn leaves.\r\nSmile shines over me,\r\nBut I'm struck by this cold breeze.\r\nI see the Summer wave,\r\nA distance from reach.\r\nYou never see when the feelings leave.\r\n[20:25, 7\/31\/2020] @M_ced98\u2728: I wrote this piece trapped in my mentals\r\nBars in my mind.\r\nAnd thoughts with no freedom to box out\r\nLost in the cycle of seasons\r\nGenuine smiles,\r\nSome appear as soon as they win\r\nTo date I have seen none shine\r\nCoz the battle never ends\r\nIt's a punch on every rhyme\r\nCrack to my skull I see a lil bit of shine\r\nBut it shuts as if it never appeared.\r\nI'm lost with no purpose\r\nDo I really have to break down these bars coz they won't love the ripped self they'll see\r\nI write my poems in codes, a lot will never understand them\r\nMy eye cons see rap as the light but all rods lead to poetry\r\nTrapped in a maze, depression in my tassels...\r\n\r\nEvery moment I'm at my lowest is dawn to winter\r\nCold smiles as warm I fake them\r\nSweet words as bitter as my heart can get\r\nConfusing piece, as lost as I find myself\r\nIn this page, this chapter.\r\nAs I leave and branch out off my own roots, I hope the Ced I'm leaving you'll believe in... \r\n\r\nBut he's changing, I also don't understand him","download_count":43,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f2\/684\/5ea\/thumb_481374_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}