{"id":156081,"created_at":"2020-07-20 17:48:22","updated_at":"2021-04-14 20:32:07","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-07-20 17:48:22","original_id":null,"artist_id":6008,"title":"Pain (SSS)","slug":"pain-sss","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Im used to the pain.\r\nI forgot how to smile.\r\nMy headache is hot as the flame.\r\nMy eyes red like im always high.\r\n\r\nI dont know who to blame.\r\nMy tears makin sure my cheeks are never dry.\r\nI feel affected by God's hate.\r\nSo death is the limit, not the sky.\r\n\r\nIm always down.\r\nIm used to being sad.\r\nMy face stays on frown.\r\nBeing happy is something bad.\r\n\r\nI fake smiles like a clown.\r\nBut its all the pains that i get.\r\nI just wanna drown.\r\nCos im not fit for this earth.\r\n\r\nThe more i tried and i tried.\r\nIs the more i get extremely hurt.\r\nThe pains are gettin deeper and im tired.\r\nGod, is this what i deserve?\r\n\r\nWhy am i the only one cursed?\r\nI dont know when will i smile again.\r\nWhy am i the only one hurt?\r\nAm i the test subject of pain?\r\n\r\nI dont feel my tears anymore.\r\nI dont feel ache in any sore.\r\nI dont believe in pains anymore.\r\nMy opportunities come with painy doors.\r\n\r\nI just open although i know ima cry.\r\nIm hopin for a better day but expectin the worst.\r\nGod you dont want me, so i wanna die.\r\nIm livin in hell with the image of world.\r\n\r\nTake me God, as im drinkin this poison.\r\nWhats the point, if you cant hear my voice?\r\nMaybe my sobbing voice gets you annoyed?\r\nSuicide is the key, you left me with no choice.\r\n\r\nNkosi DC\r\n0671769499","download_count":85,"play_count":7,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-14","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f1\/5bc\/953\/thumb_470477_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}